Our madness in the dark said “Our lives will be over soon” creates an intense fear and depression adding more misery to the mix. From this a frightening message is sent to us ” It will happen this night.” The chills, the shadows, the cold sweat and night air and the excessive guilt having to admit we created us. Thoughts alone could not comfort us. For now it’s the tears, the crying, and more booze to make it worse as we know it. Booze will add to our misery but the cause of our death is that we refused to live sober. Images of coffins and dead bodies will be with us asleep and awake. Walking into a store to buy a coffin for the day of our death and looking at it at home for several months then opened it. Lifting the lid a skeleton was in it which is us. Awakening from a drunken sleep opening the coffin for the first time the same skeleton was there. We lived the next few years sober then opened the coffin again this time it was empty. We drove ourselves to madness with addictions then desperate for escape the image of our own corpse came to mind. Finally admitting we are defeated then comes the question: Will you enter my confused mind to help me? We become serious about the sober life the only one that will save us. End the madness of addictions before the nightmare images become real. Have you had enough?
“End the madness before you go insane”
see ya’ next time
