Letting ourselves run wild with no restrictions or discipline. No one taught us how to keep ourselves under control. We denied the truth that alcohol was too much for us to live with. Hiding behind a phony and cheerful person and feeling low for doing it. Ending the addictions is the only cure and not have to lie to ourselves and others. Honesty and truth will improve our inner world and leave the disasters behind. Admit our failure and accept a way out and the booze related issues will fade away. Sitting in our lowest moment becoming worse as the booze continues. With our head low facing the ground with more misery than we can tolerate. Thinking we need a better life pleading and gently weeping for an end to this madness. We lift up our head slowly convinced our new life has finally begun. As the gentle weeping comes to an end and the cheerful life is on the way. “As I no longer need to gently weep.” The old saying is “It’s not a perfect world.”
The world of sobriety is as perfect as we create it.
see ya’ next time