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From cheerful to a slow decline to sadness to a deep feeling of blues then the recovery plans will emerge. Fear of the worst case scenario is where we pursue the sober life to rescue us. Wanting to see the return of the person the drugs and alcohol has destroyed and tossed aside. Addictions with it’s evil grin holding us captive and knowing we are unable to escape and it’s evil followers flock around to put into action their evil plans and schemes and nothing more than a large “Gathering of killers.” Depression is a deeper shade of blue that is the lowest any human can experience. What’s next? Pleading with the evil followers called drug dealers to release you from their grip. When they have made all the money they can you will be tossed into the pile along with all the other useless drug addicted rejects. Many have been there and gone and never returned and for some it’s their home forever and the next trip they take is to the cemetery. Think about it. This could be any one of us. The only way to avoid this nightmare is to never take your first dose of addictions. By staying away from it is the drug dealers’ nightmare. Better them than you. They make plans to destroy your life to put money in their pockets and you giving them a steady flow of income. When you no longer know the difference between night and day with your eyes wide open you are no longer of use and his income has ended. The addictions party is a factory that turns quality humans into the walking dead. The friend you trusted at a party is a swindler that had plans already made to destroy you.

Every business has profits and losses but for drug dealers they make a profit and we accept the losses of life.

Drug dealers are there to rip off your money and your life.

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More than a few drinks in a day instead of one now and then is a sign that the days of excessive drinking is fast approaching. Addictions announces that death is on it’s way to destroy us. Spending more time in clubs and bars or any private place to party is always a special occasion to drink. The more serious we are about drinking the less we are about life and ourselves. Life can be dull at times but the nonstop flow of booze into the body the party will end in disaster. Booze has been the menace to society for many decades and also for the people who live in them. The people who escape the craving and interest in booze will not live as a menace to themselves. Shame and grief and had enough will motivate any drinker with an ounce of sense to live sober. Only a fool will continue on. Not everyone will lose his reputation or spend his money foolishly to lose his property or die in a poor house. A large number of people will come to poverty and live a worthless life. This is your life now when the party ends. If they would have had low-cost sober parties they wouldn’t be in poverty now. As in all remorse drinkers show an excessive amount of emotion when they are drunk. Our religious feelings are dead when we are sober and rise again with excessive pity and tears in every binge to come.

Sobriety is the simple remedy for alcoholism.

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Pictures of booze and drugs and dealers and bars are well known icons of disasters. Our addiction and public folly inspiring worthless wordy talk and later the gloomy silence and sulking moods and dull humor. One of the many icons of the addictions life. The public display of our private inner secrets told in groups and secrets of friends told to strangers. Why do we choose this life of disgrace? No control of our actions and we don’t seem to care. Why don’t we? What we do know is we need to start living a moral life. Not interested? Why not? The best way to control alcohol is to not drink it at all. A drink now and then turns into several for most drinkers. There are ministers who have a bad drinking problem. They should know about the moral life and the evils of excessive drinking better than the congregation and his duty to preach it to them. Stay sober and preach him the sermon. Once a free man then became a slave to addictions chained to our hardships that we chose to live. The constant formations of hardships caused by addictions in the public gathering places that serve it has been well known for this for centuries. Has been a problem then and there has been drinkers who have turned away but not enough. Why do we walk into the life of addictions knowing hardships is ahead of us. The moral life is the better way to live so why do people push it aside and pursue addictions and in the end we become worthless and discarded and forgotten.

Public places of drunkenness are the “Icons of disasters”

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Our madness in the dark said “Our lives will be over soon” creates an intense fear and depression adding more misery to the mix. From this a frightening message is sent to us ” It will happen this night.” The chills, the shadows, the cold sweat and night air and the excessive guilt having to admit we created us. Thoughts alone could not comfort us. For now it’s the tears, the crying, and more booze to make it worse as we know it. Booze will add to our misery but the cause of our death is that we refused to live sober. Images of coffins and dead bodies will be with us asleep and awake. Walking into a store to buy a coffin for the day of our death and looking at it at home for several months then opened it. Lifting the lid a skeleton was in it which is us. Awakening from a drunken sleep opening the coffin for the first time the same skeleton was there. We lived the next few years sober then opened the coffin again this time it was empty. We drove ourselves to madness with addictions then desperate for escape the image of our own corpse came to mind. Finally admitting we are defeated then comes the question: Will you enter my confused mind to help me? We become serious about the sober life the only one that will save us. End the madness of addictions before the nightmare images become real. Have you had enough?

“End the madness before you go insane”

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Addictions use is to escape from our hardships and also from the person we became. We have a hard time living with ourselves so we invent a character to hide from us and the world. We try to cover up the mistakes we made and it works fooling other people but we stay miserable knowing we can’t hide from ourselves. We think addictions is a shield to hide our guilt and remorse and the fool we have been. Using them makes it easier to face the world again but mostly to face ourselves. During recovery we sit in dark corners knowing we are driving everyone away from us and now we feel rejected and no one will return to us. What bothers us is the possible loss of a friend or several. We need to change into a more perfect person. After we live sober the friends we lost will come back and they won’t care what happened during your drunken binges. All they care about is your loyalty and struggle to stay sober and remain the good person they knew you had the smarts to become all along. After seeing the quality person you became all your friends may follow you into the good life of sobriety. No addictions user is happy with the person they are.

Living in sobriety we take off the masks we wore pretending to be the person we never was and wouldn’t want to be in real life. We don’t choose our character we are forced to live with the person the addictions chose for us and in sobriety we can choose a better one. Best part about it nothing to hide anymore.

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Moral living is the only thing to save us. “There was no one to turn to but you.” People will follow the teachings of morality because they believe they can’t get along without it. Obey the danger warnings and forget about the arrogance and cockiness with doses of whatever only to increase our intense rude behavior that was the style of the day. “Say yes and be loyal to declining health.” I said no more and stayed sober for several years. I’ve been offered a drink many times in my sobriety and each time I said no without thinking it over for even a second. Just one won’t hurt? Most drinkers relied on this line and later discovered that ” one is too many and a thousand is not enough.” A lot of truth in it as most drinkers will honestly tell you. There is one line that will promise a good life: “No thanks. I’m enjoying my good health too much to see it come to an end.” Out and about being a ragged hooligan contaminating descent society. In the morning after feeling small and foolish only to run to the booze to make us feel tall again. Feeling weak and craving for the tough guy image that only comes in bottles. Believing it takes a real man to tolerate the effects of booze no matter how much you drink or the amount of pot you smoke. People don’t like us because they are jealous of us and makes us feel like a moron then drink to make us feel average again. ” The smallest we can become is from a hangover.” Booze can make us feel tall after an emotional beating and I have used it myself many times for that reason. When worthless people come my way I travel in the opposite direction out of sight out of mind. Do it this way it will keep you sober.

“There are better ways to grow tall.”

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The prisoner was placed into the chair for his electric execution was asked Do you have anything to say before we pass sentence. The man answered ” If only I learned a moral life to keep me out of trouble I’d be home now. If you ignore moral teaching you will be here begging and crying for your life. Some of you are happy about my death but I am not about my crime. Quick to commit crimes then you’re found guilty then executed they are just doing their duty. Morality has been known to save many lost souls with it’s magic powers. If only I had known before I committed my deadly crime. With sobbing he had deep remorse for what he had done then went on to say ” Live the moral experience not the execution” With loss of energy and fear he moved his lips with a silent plea for his life mumbling farewell to the misery of his past. He entered and live for years in a prison cell and the constant torment of his crime and the millions of tears that he shed in his moments of remorse. He wasn’t educated when he committed his crime but through his meditation he was a scholar at the moment of his execution. All the people around him were silent as they watched him softly sob in his lap. There was a small amount of sympathy from the people witnessing the execution and the one who puts him to death as well. He raised his head and made one final statement:

“We all owe a death to this life”

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Creating opinions that addictions use can be done safely cannot convince many people then created a phony safeguard to convince buyers that drug use is safe. Trust begins to convince and persuade and motivate sales from buyers. More ethical to use experimenting on a recipe than with the destruction of the brain. Addictions use is far too real to be an opinion seeing how the damage done is predictable. Claims of safe use are told by drug dealers wanting to make a sale and to make you more agreeable. Desperate to get you to do something ungodly as with a clear mind you kept refusing. Sobriety is a fact it will save you and provides many safeguards to live a good life not the kind a drugged up weirdo will offer you with one promise “Self-Destruction”. All their feelings are burned out that’s why they don’t have any. Protect yours choose sobriety. Altering your brain is a dealers pleasure. Think about this the next time you join in with the other party girls good chance they are partners in crime with the dealer. Addicted, depressed and down and out and no longer a party girl sitting around with only a quarter of a brain. We all get stuck on someone along the way then getting careless believing that life is only a party and rules are not welcome here and is too boring and no fun living them. I understand this and my way of thinking sobriety is a safer life and it comes first before anything else. We need to live a sensible life no matter how boring it is. It’s hard to trust people in all walks of life and one of the biggest struggles that we have.

Who can you trust? Yourself and your sobriety.

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Searching our hearts to find the spiritual nature hidden within. Delighting in our own hearts the soul-searchings and being converted to a sacred and moral life. Religion,sobriety and logic is our main focus. In full control of your life and being proud of accepting the task. The life of addictions is so little appreciated in our community and also for ourselves. We overstayed our welcome in the addictions life and it’s time to move on and live on the moral side of town. When you get along with difficulty in the struggle to remain sober there is too much weakness and decide to quit. Never give up and stay strong. Don’t think of sobriety with little confidence but rather use hope as your driving force to get you through it. We need to increase our low supply of morality and put more quality in our lives. We can do anything we want in life as long as it stays within a sacred life and do them without addictions. We learn about human nature by focusing on types of personalities and emotions and the reasons why we think the way we do and making constant changes along the way. Moral living will teach us useful methods to help us improve addictions will destroy this process and we return to our worst again. Moral living is the best of our lives and has endless education to offer and as many sources to find it. Creating individual development free from the “Addictions prison”. Search and create a spiritual nature inside of you and stay within the limits of a sacred life. Then someday you can write your own pages about living a moral life.

No sense struggling with the wind and tide flow with the current instead.

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On the stage of life the theme being our own emotions and the stage settings of our own imaginings. The show is over now describe the details of your life after you exit the stage. Is it the beginning of a good life or being trapped in the midst of a disaster? Will we escape this drama? The word choice will decide for us. We make small decisions that keep us saying yes to addictions thinking there is little risk then we decide to end addictions use then there is no turning back for many users. Why try the drugs that are offered to you? The damage to yourself that will never heal. Why experiment with yourself to find out how dangerous addictions are? Struggling with the terrible hunger for affection that haunts us all our lives. The curious questions about life, uncertain of a safe future, and the constant fears each day, the loneliness and the longing for a little attention. Addictions will bring temporary happiness then right back to depression. Our decision to use addictions is a flaw we need to overcome. Like the tales of the drunken life the mention of hardships are left out and the adventures are the main attraction. But not for long.

After this first act are you ready for the second one?

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