Reflections during the morning after a drunk. The fear, Wonder,Embarrassment. What happened last night?Don’t remember too much and avoid hearing about it. Binge after binge. How can we live this way? Walking along the street looking down at our shoes feeling small. We should know by now that no one is comfortable being drunk. Relax and feel the comfort with a healthy mind and body. Perhaps there is a discipline problem we were never aware of. Holding us back from making progress in life. Sorting out the bad elements in our character. Tough guy,Macho,Champion. I’ve seen guilt and remorse strong enough to crumble them to the ground. For years after he was only a pile of mush. The addictions built him up instead of the Bible. We hid from the disgrace of our actions. Now we can hide from the disgrace of the lifestyle. How much more has to happen to us before we say farewell to drug use and welcome with open arms the life of sobriety. Living with the amount of disgrace that one binge can hold is enough to make us want to turn away from addictions but no we go back for more.
This is the morning after is this your final disgrace?
see ya’ next time
