HYPNOTIZED

The many years of my sobriety is hard to believe at times. A good feeling knowing how long it’s been. People have asked me if those stories are right. The truth is they are. The good feeling being sober. Seems like a dream sometimes. Hypnotized is a calm focused state. The feeling keeps on coming. I wouldn’t stop it if I could.

Now you know it’s a meaningless question. To ask if those stories are right. Because what matters most is the feeling you get when you’re hypnotized. Seems like a dream they got me hypnotized.

Hypnotized. A song by Fleetwood Mac 1973

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AND SOON THE DARKNESS

A paupers cemetery beside the dusty road. Years have passed since the gravestones were clearly in view. Someone who cared for the elements of the living is clearly their sense of duty. Occasional curiosities about the lives of the mysterious occupants resting there. Long gone but never completely forgotten. Concern from a stranger the live person never gave himself. Strolling through the rows of the present state of death and the fine trimmed lawns. Some names have faded including the word unknown on a few markers. Along with the memories of the kind souls who put him there to rest. Resting in a paupers grave is not the worst thing. Shows caring toward the poor. When he was alive little concern to visit him. The church groups stop to recite a prayer for the lost soul. All that remains is a brief statement of his life on his gravestone as a truth to the world. A lesson learned and encouraged to never repeat it.

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LOST AT SEA

Start of the voyage begins with a christened ship. For a cruise,amuse,or ruse. To follow the journey of the eagles wings or search for the golden goose. Find hidden treasure or find none. Moonless nights unable to know where home is. Ship on rough waters caused by the whirlwind lost in fear and confusion. The creation of detailed plans the journey begins. Sailing within a charted course with powerful winds in every sail. Land is sighted and home awaits. Staggering to the iron gates. Beyond this point is our home at last. Others will travel down the road to a quiet inn for the weary traveler. Gathering their thoughts searching for a solution to their present hardships. Before beginning their journey home. Addictions will divide us. Some survive the storm. Others will reside with the dead. As captains of our own ship plan the course we choose to sail. Calm waters or a stormy sea. The bright full moon and fog drape over the tombstones. Casting a shadowy haze over the names of the remembered and forgotten. The one’s who received their last rites and the one’s who were denied. Who strived for a holy life and who for ruins. Either way there is always a prayer waiting for them at graveside. This sailing voyage is christened with our first drink.

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DEVIL’S BALL

We begin the tragic journey down the addictions disaster road to nowhere. Offered simple solutions to help us from passersby as we casually refused and held on to our own wicked intentions. Why do we tolerate this madness? Walking happily arm and arm to the devil’s ball. A place for all my devils to have a ball. Walk into the devils domicile greeted by the famous midget and fork. Smiling to greet us all. Welcome to the freaks ball. Another devils ball disaster made to order. Follow the crowd to the evil gate for an evil filled evening one and all. Put on your devil suit and grab your pitchfork. We’re going to a party of fire and evil. Let the party begin. Starts promptly beyond this iron gate. Don’t be late. Devils are waiting.

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CHRISTIAN MORAL CODE

The standard of right and wrong that was established by Jesus Christ and then taught by his disciples. It is based on two foundations: Loving God and Loving People. The word moral comes directly from the Latin “moralis” “Proper behavior of a person in society”. “Pertaining to manners”. Before we can have a moral world we need to improve ourselves first. It starts with the moralists who teach the world and show us the way to become improved and it’s been working this way for centuries. All the people who find it helpful to live a better life and a sober life have a feeling of happiness that it’s better to learn to improve the soul and the world than to destroy humanity with addictions. By living the Christian Moral Code the whole world will change. Just live it nothing hard about it we are better off with it. Why go out and get into trouble and keep adding hardship to your life? Makes no sense to be a nobody so be a somebody. Be a good person. Live by the Christian Code not the hooligans code of the drunken binges. No good living a life of abuse you can’t tell me it doesn’t bother you. Be sensible and straighten up and fly right before it’s too late. The Christian Code and being sober will save your life so latch onto the moral teachings that is in the bible to give you the value you need to be somebody that you will care about for years to come then someone will come along and care about you. This always works.

Just a little caring for the self goes a long way.

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MORAL JUDGMENTS

Living with addictions on a poor man’s wages. Blinded by the bright lights and the magnetic force pulling us in. Promises alcohol provides. When we become sober we provide the reality. The morning after all we see is confusion. One drunken evening compared with the previous. Chained to the life and torture ourselves. With predictable and unavoidable tragedies with high price bills to pay. Not with money? Then with your future. Not good to sell your soul to the evil commands of profane choices. Addictions is our song and dance. In the end we all must pay the piper.

Still see the glamour in a relapse? You are the piper dancing to your own tune.

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REFORM

The Temperance Movement was a major part of the 18th century and still is. Alcohol use may have slowed down a little since then. For me it stopped completely. For a complete sobriety. Societies,personalities,and families. Rapid decline of moral society. If comes a time we are forced to remain sober for our remaining years. Could we do it? Is it in the realm of possibility? Meaning it is possible. Not physically possible? Be surprised what is physically possible. We will if we have to? Not everyone. We may not be able to reform all the alcoholics in the world. We can start reforming ourselves. Prove the movement is successful by making yourself an example for the world to follow you.

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THE HOLINESS CODE

Striving,refined and uncompromising. Skilled, charming and well mannered. Loyal to their system of perfection with devotion. With great energy presenting their proud creation. To change,impress and remain strong. We shall follow leaving the profane life far away from us. In the Book of Leviticus they were thinkers. Created a Holy life for us to follow. Leviticus chapters 17-26. What it means to live a Holy life. What it basically is saying to us is “You need a better life. We created one for the world.Everything is here to live sacred”.

Leviticus 18:1-27:34. Living a Holy life. Living this way will bring peace of mind. Not proud of living a bar hound’s legacy. Hard work,sweat and eager to bring forth a system of learning to improve the poor misguided soul. As a beacon of spiritual light to search for the Spiritually deprived.

Leviticus chapter 11 mentions what we can and cannot eat from the sea. And also from the land.Live sober and remain loyal to the entire book of Leviticus. Can you do it for a year?

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4 MYTHS OF ALCOHOL USE

Helps you sleep better ? One drink can mess up your sleep.

Makes you calm? I was more jittery after drinking.

Makes life more interesting? Being the life of the party? Being drunk at a party makes us a trained monkey in someone else’s circus.

Life’s no fun without it? I have more fun being sober. I gave up my career of being a weekly Saturday night barroom clown.

Stop drinking when you don’t have a problem. One is too many and a thousand is not enough.

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THE LAST VOYAGE

Many geometric descriptions to display the true image of sobriety. Many shapes and sizes of tales and alternatives. Options to keep us home. The loss of self control and wander amongst our undesirable decisions. Precisions will evade us carelessness will prevail? Deciding to relapse and dive into the life of sorrow. Forgetting that we only care about avoiding trivial amounts of boredom and no concern for ourselves. Swim in the life of evil in the depths far too great to save us. No one can swim the high tides of relapse. Each time in the morning after we chisel away a piece of ourselves and our brain. After a period of time all is left is a small discarded and worthless matter floating and tossing on the sea of life. After a long time it sinks to the bottom then no one cares anymore. Climb aboard the king ship for a luxurious relapse cruise. We won’t brag about our adventure. How much will we remember after the shipwreck on our return home? Often times the ship cannot be repaired. Tossed into a corner to decay beyond use.

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