We chose to accept the life of booze and our laundry list of problems that we didn’t know was coming. Refusing to move on from the agony of the long list we locked the chains onto ourselves. In the beginning the list was only one issue then we added more too many for us to solve. Issues of booze add up in short time as well as our insanity. Our lives are broken in tiny fragments not finding them all meaning that person will never exist again then a new person is to be created and a better one this time and only found in sobriety. Our thoughts in the life of booze and drugs turns to panic with death scenarios of imagined events that gets worse in time then the final moment of the last dose or your life ahead with permanent insanity unable to choose anything for yourself. We believe someone important could come out of a drunken binge to remind us each morning sobering up that this person could not exist in real life but the reality is that we live a phony lifestyle fools to believe it’s worth going back to. Bad enough we lived the laundry list that the booze created even worse when we refuse to quit and meditate and worry about our problems we add to the list for every binge we attend. Better to be a sober fool than a drunken fool. Better yet stay home and be a fool than to spend money traveling and buying booze for the night staying home and be a fool is all free.
Important people are not made by living the life of booze
see ya’ next time
