We go in search for an understanding of ourselves we never had and won’t find it in crowds of failures. Go with the riches of books instead of entering into the pointless life of addictions. Avoid worn out connections with mates who only abuse you. We started to attend gatherings for a social life first the booze then fall in love with strange people. More booze more strange as it goes. Not long after you are running for your life. Hardships of the road and crying in the dark hiding in a cemetery with the storm clouds coming. To escape an unsafe boozer. We spent time in our secret thoughts what we wanted to do later in years then feeling upset we never pursued what we planned. Feeling more angry that we ended up in the worst lifestyle on earth. There are sober social groups out there. Being sober they will be tame instead of dangerous. Why does it take so long to decide to change? Why not after the first binge? No glitter in the life of booze. All dreams and smiles and total happiness with a few drinks wore off for one mate or both. The one thing is for sure we can’t get into a career with a booze problem so total sobriety is a must. Forget about mates just focus on a sober life for awhile. When you get a new mate and he offers you a drink make it a coffee drink. This way we will get what we expect to find. A relaxed life with every day being the same. Living this solitary life never fails. Your tears will dry up.
Booze: Just one more failure in a life filled with failures.
see ya’ next time
