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Third rate romance, low rent rendezvous. Third rate romance is a relationship that lack quality and low rent rendezvous is an unexciting evening in cheap and dirty motel and the same condition for the people. In every meeting there isn’t any chance for a long term togetherness since being desperate for a mate and being loved brought them together there is a chance for something long term. No accounting for taste is the main theme here and what I have seen come out of some of these cheap motels the only way for them to make a marriage work is if they were both near sighted and far sighted at the same time this way they both won’t see each other being too close or too far away to notice each other. Third rate is no good even for a short time an evening we will never confess and nothing here to brag about and choosing mates this way is always a mistake and for some it’s a condition they have to live with forever with no recovery doing things in secret places with low quality people seldom happens when we are in a sober state of mind happens only when we are drunk. Third rate is not only the low quality meetings but also to both mates smelling musty like a bar rag and drunk at the same time. This is the bar scene and being drunk.

Encounters in dirty motels are two strangers making love to each other

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Every drinker is different with their supply of booze some have only two at home and some can’t get enough no matter how much they stock up afraid they might run out in two days giving them the urge to keep buying more drink them so fast so they don’t spoil. Looking at this huge amount gives us the urge for the Friday night binge party just to make room for more beer. Drinking whiskey is a waste of money but we don’t drink as much of it as beer means spending less of our money but neither one is a bargain. I have noticed that when no beer is near the craving for it rarely comes to mind nothing to remind us to buy more forgot that beer exists. If we see it will put fuel on the fire. No supply at home and go to do something else means we have no interest in drinking so stay with the other entertainment we prefer to do. When I was drinking I felt guilty that I wasn’t in another place doing better things but booze had to be first for some odd reason. This bothered me so I decided to quit the booze and found I couldn’t but I knew the day was coming that I will find a way and the morning came and I found it. No more mud, dead animals, and the blood of humans with the glowing moon in the midnight hour and the smell in the early morning rain and the dark stain. This is where boozers live and party and nothing bothers us at all feeling right at home as the alleyway is a mirror image of the life of booze maybe because we may die here along with all the other worthless elements that created our most true nature. It must be we carry these elements home with us and return at the rising sun still in the same alleyway and waiting for our return.

The smell of the elements we don’t notice on ourselves.

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The life of booze is the dark web style of living, dark secrets, lost in a maze with no way out. Hiding what we do too much shame to confess our worst nature. To find it in the center of our conscience is the crime against humanity where the worst of society will gather is no mystery to any boozer. Knowing what is ahead of us why do we follow it and not turn away? We are fools to decide it is a good idea to enter and stay in the dark web style of living and we are more strange than the lifestyle itself. Full of danger and not care? when the booze wears off the moral life starts in when we decide we don’t want this life anymore moral thoughts and behaviors are found inside of us when our sobriety begins. Don’t sit and pray for it to arrive walk up to it and grab it and never let go. Booze is in control of us we are in control of our sobriety. Clean, healthy, and cheerful is the life waiting for us and no more hardship. The musty smell of the shadows in the alleys and doorways where bugs and fungus are alive and well and we die off in coldest of nights being exposed to it. Being sober no more worry and fear and not living dark and dirty as we chose to and now we choose not to but why did we stay in the dark for so long? The dark web is everything the life of booze is if you say it isn’t you haven’t gotten in far enough yet. It’s coming so get out now. The dark web is full of evil, our bad smell, the dirty clothes we wear, and our dirty skin we don’t notice but other people do. Is this a life to enjoy? Any crime we can name is hidden and performed in the shadows the weird interest keeps it going adding to it like a collection for personal amusement and at times people are invited to watch and pay to do it. Follow your conscience it says you belong in sobriety. It’s never wrong. Has it ever been?

In the dark web the mind will become insane

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Empty pages are waiting for us to write words of wisdom the same is true with our aimless lives waiting to be filled with something important to tell the world. A quote to learn and live by each time we read it and how many times it applied to our lives. Good advice will turn us away from trouble and inspire us to live the better life and never turn back if we let this magic work inside of our worthless lives. The magical experience is receiving the happiness that the sad is finally ended. Filling in our emptiness of life with something worthwhile like sobriety. An empty room with no sun or comforts of home and the sadness we try to get away from stays with us so we need sobriety to warm and educate our inner self. The return of our personal values in our sober life will put color in our personal world. The drab, faded, and ugly living from addictions use is no longer in style it was yesterday today it’s gone forever sadness is feeling faded being sober is feeling colorful. We will notice this in our sobriety our new way of living. We at times stare at empty pages wondering if we can write a masterpiece and yes we can but it must start with sobriety first to clear the mind and start thinking. Colorful living is truth and honesty and sobriety in our sensible world.

Color my world with hope

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The strange feeling we get in a dark room is a match to the bars and house parties we attend and also from the patrons. This all comes to us from the effects of our first drink. This strange feeling begins so we travel to find a dark musty room to do what our imagination will tell us to do after several visits in strange places more so than the previous one. This is how odd and intoxicated people are created and the drug use is our trainer. And go back for more. This makes us cruel and strange as all addictions will in a dark musty room of a house party with something odd burning in the air of who knows what maybe past party people turned to dust made into incense to hypnotize to create more strange and cruel boozers. With no sound and fading vision we seek the strange comforts in strange places we always refuse to go to in our sober hours. Why? Sitting in a dark cemetery with the dead drunk on booze arriving there to join them? With too much booze we at times feel death has arrived this is an odd feeling in itself but it is real and every time this happens we promise ourselves we will stay sober but we never do. people have drank themselves to death and have done strange things before they fell to the ground dead. Not concerned? Strange and musty houses and dark buildings is the breeding grounds for all party people to put them in a trance to use more addictions. It’s happening. Is a fact this is a plan we rarely notice until we feel like the walking dead and we ask why this change is happening to me and want change back into sensible again. This is the plan booze has for us to be drunk in odd places and living dirty and smelling musty ourselves drunk or sober because we never notice. This will not happen with espresso coffee drinks never makes us travel to dangerous places like booze and other addictions will and we remain clean and sensible and to control our drinks with booze we never did. If I were raised on espresso coffee drinks and taught to be a problem solver I never would have became a boozer. I learned this way of life in rehab been doing it this way for years. Never too late to start. do it today.

Drunk in a dark musty room will be your place to die

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I have seen other boozers with bad conduct and I was a lot like them in my own personality. More than anything I wanted to be a new creation with no trace of bad conduct. I knew the sober life will be the cure booze never is for any issue. I live with my new sober life and creation for forty seven years and never once I ever looked back at the worst of humanity like I used to be. Refer to a serious life and the duties it involves spending less time drinking booze creates a few limits and an anger being away from booze too long. The stress of life stays active for us when we keep drinking to solve them until we become ill then our thoughts of never starting again. This is when we look for ways to make this happen and more than anything we struggle to make it work and promise ourselves we will never fail and sobriety will never end. We choose between drunk and ill or sober and healthy. We will leave booze behind us knowing it’s the best way to live for us and being drunk and ill no longer will happen. In sobriety when we think of drinking booze we believe it’s not worth having and the choice is easy choose the relaxed way of life not the stress of booze. Giving up is our worst issue and the hardest to overcome starting over and living sober is the easiest way to live. All the things we work for comes to an end when we give up trying this is why sobriety fails and then we return to booze that made us a failure starting from our first drink. This is why it is very important to never give up the struggle.

Giving up is relapse. Struggle is sobriety. Which one is better for you?

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Plenty of chances to get out of the life of booze and other hardship scenarios so why did you stay? Offered an easy exit so why did you refuse more than twice? You tried your first dose and found it to be too strong then the second one a tiny bit smaller with no success then the third one being smaller with no luck at all why try a fourth time like most of us do. Since these worthless attempts will you give them up and never try again? Keep trying to find a safe dose? With drugs, booze, and vape there is no such thing as a safe dose to relax to. Headaches each time? this is because addictions are too strong for the human body stop using them. Two of the best sources to relax is coffee and sobriety as they can be enjoyed as we travel not having to google a crack house when you need one on the road. I have consumed coffee and sobriety for several years costing little money being sober is free compared to drugs, bars and vape cost too much money who can afford it giving up important things to buy more vape? Poor in money and good sense and moral values. Not able to think because all your smarts are all burned off? Keep on with being a dope fiend and it will happen sooner than you think so stop now before it does. Over and over of coffee and the sober life is a proper life not putting drugs and booze into our bodies is the worst thing to do as one dose or several will show you. Don’t believe me? You’ll see that I am right sobriety is my proof and yours in a short while I can promise you that or you can ignore my advice and keep right on using addictions and kill of your brain I can promise it will happen. Booze or a safe life with these choices why think it over be sober. We waste time trying to find the safe dose after a few years it will never arrive and when we do find it one dose will never be enough it’s always one more or several then the safety is gone because one dose is never enough of anything as I have seen this with food as well. We are sure we can handle a few doses but it’s always too many we can never get enough of anything no stopping just keep gathering and using. More than twice is our problem we are very slow to learn our mistakes and keep making more. where does it end? Being sober is where to start. As for food who can refuse pizza? Showing off our egos we are the circus clowns waiting to come out as the booze pours in. Starts with our first dose and gets worse for every dose after it. More than twice and how many times more? Why do we keep repeating ourselves is the big question the reason why is not important but to stop and start living sober and what the simple life is sobriety is the answer. When you live sober and no longer go to bars all the other patrons will wonder why you never go there anymore most of the time they won’t try to find you. Patrons never miss another patron just keep getting drunk as a skunk. Live a better life staying sober and not repeating several mornings of drunken hangovers and planning to do it all over again. One hangover is enough then we are dumb enough to go back for another one. Think about this dumb planning. Be smart choose sobriety. More than twice we always display the oddball in us. How many doses will you consume before you admit that being sober is the best way to live? We never stop at one or two doses it’s always more and will never be enough. By vaping are you going to tell me you are enjoying it more than a latte? How many more doses in your future?

No more or several?

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A broken record is a damaged record groove on a vinyl record that keeps repeating itself several times making the same mistakes over and over again. This will remain until it is corrected the same way us broken boozers will be in time be fixed by someone with enough knowledge to do the job like a counselor does in his daily work. In the beginning of our use of booze we weaken ourselves little by little until we haven’t the strength to carry on by ourselves always weak and tired our thinking capacity is down to a fraction then another drunk and not caring about our condition or anything about us reaching for the booze and not wanting to even in our worst condition. Being groggy from all addictions there is no way to enjoy anything in life. From one hangover to the next we never fully recover the low energy and fatigue and is there to stay nothing can change it as long as we keep putting the booze and drugs and all the other cravings into our bodies but there is good news all this ends with our final dose and no more to be followed after and live sober. If we don’t like the way our lives are now just walk away from the addictions and never go back. We can’t fix an addiction problem or control it too powerful for any human to manage so we must end it and live in a sober life and leave it all behind forever. Don’t try to fix it avoid it. Booze seems to be a home to us as much time we spend with it then we need to travel to some distant world to find a better life waiting there called sobriety. Miles and miles apart from each other the difference in lifestyles that they are. We keep making the same mistakes over and over and never trying or wanting to correct them is a bad groove we must escape from and start living normal again we put it aside for too long by now we should be tired of the drunken life full of nothing more than constant senseless mistakes. Be sober and turn into a sensible person.

Split the scene and take on a new groove

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Helpless and forgotten boozers cannot provide much help for themselves and their families and after many attempts we give up then just a forgotten boozer. Too much confusion we become lost without a plan to escape our issues then we stand helpless focusing on the worst to come. Our values and debate about life is all tossed aside serving no purpose in the life of booze as this is our only value. Addictions use has pushed out our sensible thinking not interested in serious learning now that we need it we stand helpless again moral thoughts and good behavior improves with daily practice that teaches us to push aside booze and drug use. Sobriety will teach us to help ourselves and never go through life with sadness and feeling left by the curb the whole time we spent as a boozer in the rain. We started as smart people until addictions changed us believing it was a better life than staying sober. No longer want the addictions and want to spend your time sober in quiet places learning new ways to stay sober and learning to cook. Be opposite the life of booze and reject the actions of that we have become and careless enough not to care. Addictions won’t let us be happy with ourselves no matter how hard we try. When we wake up in the morning in our sober life I just tell myself I had a nightmare and let it fade and move on. The person in the dream is helpless and now forgotten but not us in real life. Staying sober is fine and we urge ourselves to live it with the same urging to take our first drink but in sobriety there is a promise of serene moments and the grief will not return if we refuse to let them back into our lives. The only thing forgotten in sobriety is how we lived the life of booze. For every year being sober the more images of booze fades away. Careless living is what we got connected to then we needed to learn to survive within the life of booze none of this exists. Not helpless and no longer forgotten but discovering we can be a survivor if we choose to be. No one wants to remember anyone who lives the life of booze including us in sobriety we want to forget the life we want to leave behind. People reject boozers then to accept those in the sober life. Sobriety is acceptance in society and also our own life. The life of booze is a helpless lifestyle in itself then we become the same.

Discover your true self only in the sober life

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Our moral duty is to do the right thing by improving our lives and lifestyles and to leave our troubles behind us and not to constantly create them as booze does. Issues that creates our problems be it people relationships and whatever else is annoying us. Makes no sense ignoring what irritates us they won’t be correcting themselves just stay attached to us like any other pest. Is our moral duty to stay sober this being the perfect correction method to start with as for pests they are to be discarded not invited to stay like all us boozers have a habit of doing so we need to have our problems fall to the ground and walk away with a better life. I gave up addictions they are a problem no matter how small or large the doses we see this as a hazard so we do the right thing and stop using them this is why it’s called moral duty. Using addictions as a way to relax is a stupid choice for us causing bad health I use espresso is a good relaxer not dangerous like booze is. Smoking is annoying for the public having bad breath and stinky like an ashtray but do smokers smell themselves? Believe any non-smoker that it really does so put out the cigs and walk around smelling like bodywash. We all know a smoker so give him the heads up. The life of booze is a smelly way of life the booze, cigs, lack of bathing, never talking sensible. So why keep doing it and stop annoying yourself and your mate unless your sense of smell is turned off. I don’t see any harmony here or happy together being Mr. and Mrs. stink’ems. We repeat the routine of bars and hangovers and then we just laugh it off be sober and do it. Doing the right thing is not being a pest to the world mostly to ourselves so we must leave it all behind us. The life of addictions is no lullaby but sobriety is.

Stop living the stinky life of addictions use

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