Home life that can make your life a misery. Ever present fear of parental criticism. Trying to relax in the comforts of booze. In a routine everyone will lose. Experimenting with a self made noose. Putting money into a worthless life with plans we all regret somewhere down the road. Failed plans almost always makes us go back home. Leaving the failure behind and struggle to find a better plan. We think a lot about our failure, then less, then not at all. The painful memories will stir up. The shame, The hunger, The guilt, The rage, The cruelty of it all. A devastating life we lived and can avoid in the future. God provided us with a method of handling our own problems. All of them are printed in the Bible. Called the teachings of educated people. Written down for future Generations. Don’t blame God when our problems find no solutions creating a lack of faith. The faith is in our own knowledge struggling to find more each day. Inspired by God to inspire us. Alcohol and bar scenes is not the pleasure cruise we think it is. Just a paradise of grief.
see ya’ next time
