There was a person who became a musician had a difficult time fitting in. As time went on Booze was the regulator of the human emotion. Changing the personality to become the hooligan it required to be accepted. This is not true. If this person would have stayed with the natural true colors would have discovered fitting in would have worked without the addictions. Booze and drugs placing an emotion within was already there at birth. I have been to parties during my sobriety and the people there admired it. The band member’s environment required a crazy image thinking only addictions can create. Stay sober and be a crazy actor. Using addictions cost a young musician a life cut short. All because of a belief that addictions was necessary. Coping with stress was another reason. The musician became the type of person that didn’t want to exist. This thinking is common. Fellow band members should have mentioned it. Now you have no reason to use addictions and be out of tune and more reason to practice being yourself and be in tune for life.
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