How many times have you promised yourself you will change and gave a reason for each time you didn’t? Convincing and accepting yourself as a failure? Denial is constant as long as we refuse to improve and our grief continues to stay with us. Giving up and don’t care more booze more denial and the endless torture of the human mind and denial will never let us walk away from the life of booze. I was in this type of denial because I refused to believe I had a drinking problem I kept doing this for years more than I should have. No problem no quitting? Take a look at yourself and the routine you keep repeating and what happens after at the end of the routine for me it was never pleasant and not needing to quit so I strangely believed. Booze isn’t about a happy life it’s about getting through the serious issues we face everyday the kind people force on us pushed beyond our limits until we collapse with insanity called impossible deadlines on some jobs it is due in five days needs to be completed in one day. No wonder we drink no coffee is strong enough to handle this intense stress so stay home and blog for a living. This is a source of stress and grief we must avoid and if we do the booze will not be needed to keep our stress down. Our comforts in life and a drinker at any level will never mix booze and drugs in any amount makes us restless total sobriety is required to enjoy any form of comfort. When we run out of booze we travel to get more and the comfortable setting you were in is left behind to get more booze because it is more important to you than simple comforts of life. I have noticed this that in total sobriety you never will leave your comfort zone. The life of booze requires a plan to buy enough for all party guests and then we leave and travel to the bar for more proving boozers have no sense of enough as I have done this like most drinkers do. Many times I have wanted to be in a place other than here and not out into the night drunk and not finding my way home. Endless denials that never ends giving ourselves reasons why we shouldn’t give up the booze. Of all the grief we live through is not enough to make us quit. If it isn’t a shock to us nothing ever will be. If we stay in denial and refuse sobriety tomorrow will be worse than today by not caring are you enjoying all the grief you live each day? Grief doesn’t bother you? What does? Short supply of booze? I have been through this as a boozer and found a way to end it by stop denying that I had drinking problem and told myself that I do and wanted to stay away from it and this is reason enough to stay sober forever. On and on it goes we do not like ourselves but we are too lazy to change it.
Stop the endless grief and improve yourself
see ya’ next time
