I was fighting a secret war against a hidden enemy refusing to grow up and live sober and when we do we have won our own battle. No more inflated ego to tell me I can handle my liquor and the phony glamor that doesn’t exist no denial to tell me that booze is acceptable driving us to booze in a silent way as we believe the life of booze is the best way to live then we look closer to the word denial we begin to learn the mistake we made by ignoring it then we became interested in changes and then we chose sobriety instead. When we get wired up with the life of booze nothing will break the spell is also a secret war as we live in a trance to see nothing beyond the haze and not the clear sober life in the near distance we will see when the blindness of our denial moves away from our vision. In the life of booze “That’s the way this business goes”. When I was still drinking I kept saying I will quit someday and it came years later not ever enjoying it until I found a way out of the confusions of booze and strange behaviors and not to know why is the secret enemy asking ourselves what’s making me this way? In some cases all it takes to correct this is to just stop drinking it did for me. Now that you know what your secret enemy is you can win your own personal war. No more reaching for booze to spend your day somewhere.
Just another day in the middle of nowhere
see ya’ next time
