Feeling deprived is the lack of special gain that is considered important owing ourselves a weekend drunk as I used to think so and complained when I couldn’t have a drink when I needed one. Something in my ego that has seen a very small amount of glamor for the life of booze and maybe this was the urge to stay with this strange lifestyle then the glitter faded to a dull appearance then my new life began the shine has returned. Booze is the depressed life a perfect match to our own depressed life but we stay with it for some reason and it is not important if we don’t just live sober and let your problems fade not your mind or your body I stay sober as the most important decision I ever made and refuse to believe any talk trying to urge me into relapse. Being sober is the best of your life so why do you say no to it? What are you afraid of? I admired the life of booze and I regret this type of thinking then I had an ego readjustment the booze dried up and now I live a sober life all the hardships totally gone will never return sobriety killed it off. See how easy it works? Not a day goes by that I don’t struggle with thoughts of the past life and the new hardships that I created with every drunk I had and it could have ended sooner if I had talked with someone who knew more about life than I did rehab is where they exist and so should you.
Don’t deprive yourself of a sober life
see ya’ next time
