Month: June 2025

I was fighting a secret war against a hidden enemy refusing to grow up and live sober and when we do we have won our own battle. No more inflated ego to tell me I can handle my liquor and the phony glamor that doesn’t exist no denial to tell me that booze is acceptable driving us to booze in a silent way as we believe the life of booze is the best way to live then we look closer to the word denial we begin to learn the mistake we made by ignoring it then we became interested in changes and then we chose sobriety instead. When we get wired up with the life of booze nothing will break the spell is also a secret war as we live in a trance to see nothing beyond the haze and not the clear sober life in the near distance we will see when the blindness of our denial moves away from our vision. In the life of booze “That’s the way this business goes”. When I was still drinking I kept saying I will quit someday and it came years later not ever enjoying it until I found a way out of the confusions of booze and strange behaviors and not to know why is the secret enemy asking ourselves what’s making me this way? In some cases all it takes to correct this is to just stop drinking it did for me. Now that you know what your secret enemy is you can win your own personal war. No more reaching for booze to spend your day somewhere.

Just another day in the middle of nowhere

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Feeling deprived is the lack of special gain that is considered important owing ourselves a weekend drunk as I used to think so and complained when I couldn’t have a drink when I needed one. Something in my ego that has seen a very small amount of glamor for the life of booze and maybe this was the urge to stay with this strange lifestyle then the glitter faded to a dull appearance then my new life began the shine has returned. Booze is the depressed life a perfect match to our own depressed life but we stay with it for some reason and it is not important if we don’t just live sober and let your problems fade not your mind or your body I stay sober as the most important decision I ever made and refuse to believe any talk trying to urge me into relapse. Being sober is the best of your life so why do you say no to it? What are you afraid of? I admired the life of booze and I regret this type of thinking then I had an ego readjustment the booze dried up and now I live a sober life all the hardships totally gone will never return sobriety killed it off. See how easy it works? Not a day goes by that I don’t struggle with thoughts of the past life and the new hardships that I created with every drunk I had and it could have ended sooner if I had talked with someone who knew more about life than I did rehab is where they exist and so should you.

Don’t deprive yourself of a sober life

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The life of addictions relates to nothing but hardships sobriety relates to a moral life reaping many rewards and for booze it’s a lousy life for our efforts. The difference between a lousy life and quality is our choice which one we will choose to live and the stupid reason we use to stay drinking self-improvement we will choose to stay sober. Why choose addictions there is no simple life here so why keep on using them being sober everything is sensible no mistakes exist. Something must be done fully or it cannot be done at all sobriety is the perfect example of this sobriety is total submission complete obedience to the moral life it will instruct you on how to improve yourself just choose the moral way to live and never leave it or if you prefer the bars and clubs and hangovers is also a matter of choice. Succeed or fail completely and constantly is not the biggest of issues it’s the reason we choose to do it is the improve or ruins decision we are to accept and live with. On our journey getting only half way to our destination we will never gather our necessities for daily living if we change directions and follow our careless beliefs that addictions are more important than life itself or the health and safety of ourselves because booze didn’t allow us the time to do them. Necessities are not just things it’s also mind reform to avoid all the ruins of future addictions use maybe none for now but their coming your way so all we can do is wait for them or avoid them it’s all in the sober life or the empty life of booze that will turn you into nothing.

Walk with an unbroken pace living sober

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