Month: July 2022

Living the cold miserable life standing under a cold overcast morning. The sun brightens the shore but no heat for the start of the day. Drunk and depressed and wet from the rain as the cold wind blows spraying the mist of the stormy sea. Living in a hollow place like under a bridge or in a damp cave crying for the comforts of home because we decided the addictions life had better ones to offer. Our addictions use did provide us a home a dark corner to hide your grief behind boxes made of cardboard not the royal palace of a cave with bugs and bats for roommates and friends. Standing on the shore in the misty morning rain with an addiction, tears, and grief and no end in sight. Addictions have destroyed our thinking and we can’t tell ourselves where home is and no matter where we travel to the comforts of home will not be waiting for us to arrive. Here I stay in this cold miserable life where the use of addictions always feels like the cold ocean mist and standing on the shore is your home forever. The sober life was offered to you but chose the party with an unlimited supply of doses to mix up your brain and force yourself to live in boxes and the cold rain and the wet sand for a bed and the cold ocean wind as a reminder that the life of addictions was no fun after all. In times like these we think of ending our life but it makes better sense to end the addictions use instead. The sun will rise above us and a better life will be there waiting for you. All the good things life can offer us in a package deal called sobriety. Go home and enjoy the coffee.

The addictions life: Looking for a place to die.

see ya’next time

Bar and club patrons are there to be publicly displayed to advertise every party spot in the land. The owners want you to be as drunk as possible having the best time you ever had to advertise that their bar and club is the best place to go for a good time. They make video and pictures to send to the public or on a website to convince people that this is the only place to be for fun. Going along with the crowd is what keeps you going back there because nowhere else will be this much fun. The more people crowd in the room the better the posters will look and more people will be there. Bringing business in is well and fine but this bar and club routine and getting drunk and ruining your life has to stop. The only thing you are worth to a bar and club owner is alcohol consumption to print ads that the best fun is here. Getting drunk and wild and having fun is what bar and club owners advertise. This is what these places do putting you and a wild party on a poster to glamorize the life of booze while your health slowly declines. We all play the fool as drinkers and drug users alike. To show the world how much fun is waiting for us at every drink and drug we use. Pictures and video of several empty bottles on the bar in front of us to creating the glamorous bar and club scene. Our drunken nights and hardship mornings after routine is what we try to overcome and all the while this is happening we are the main attraction for posters trying to bring in more people to get as drunk as all the others believing they won’t have as much fun if they don’t. Bars and clubs rely on this. When you go to rehab bar and club owners won’t miss you. They won’t care about you just when you are drunk they will.

Stay sober and be a poster patron for a rehab.

see ya’ next time