ENDLESS BETRAYALS

Creating opinions that addictions use can be done safely cannot convince many people then created a phony safeguard to convince buyers that drug use is safe. Trust begins to convince and persuade and motivate sales from buyers. More ethical to use experimenting on a recipe than with the destruction of the brain. Addictions use is far too real to be an opinion seeing how the damage done is predictable. Claims of safe use are told by drug dealers wanting to make a sale and to make you more agreeable. Desperate to get you to do something ungodly as with a clear mind you kept refusing. Sobriety is a fact it will save you and provides many safeguards to live a good life not the kind a drugged up weirdo will offer you with one promise “Self-Destruction”. All their feelings are burned out that’s why they don’t have any. Protect yours choose sobriety. Altering your brain is a dealers pleasure. Think about this the next time you join in with the other party girls good chance they are partners in crime with the dealer. Addicted, depressed and down and out and no longer a party girl sitting around with only a quarter of a brain. We all get stuck on someone along the way then getting careless believing that life is only a party and rules are not welcome here and is too boring and no fun living them. I understand this and my way of thinking sobriety is a safer life and it comes first before anything else. We need to live a sensible life no matter how boring it is. It’s hard to trust people in all walks of life and one of the biggest struggles that we have.

Who can you trust? Yourself and your sobriety.

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SOUL-SEARCHING

Searching our hearts to find the spiritual nature hidden within. Delighting in our own hearts the soul-searchings and being converted to a sacred and moral life. Religion,sobriety and logic is our main focus. In full control of your life and being proud of accepting the task. The life of addictions is so little appreciated in our community and also for ourselves. We overstayed our welcome in the addictions life and it’s time to move on and live on the moral side of town. When you get along with difficulty in the struggle to remain sober there is too much weakness and decide to quit. Never give up and stay strong. Don’t think of sobriety with little confidence but rather use hope as your driving force to get you through it. We need to increase our low supply of morality and put more quality in our lives. We can do anything we want in life as long as it stays within a sacred life and do them without addictions. We learn about human nature by focusing on types of personalities and emotions and the reasons why we think the way we do and making constant changes along the way. Moral living will teach us useful methods to help us improve addictions will destroy this process and we return to our worst again. Moral living is the best of our lives and has endless education to offer and as many sources to find it. Creating individual development free from the “Addictions prison”. Search and create a spiritual nature inside of you and stay within the limits of a sacred life. Then someday you can write your own pages about living a moral life.

No sense struggling with the wind and tide flow with the current instead.

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THE STAGE OF LIFE

On the stage of life the theme being our own emotions and the stage settings of our own imaginings. The show is over now describe the details of your life after you exit the stage. Is it the beginning of a good life or being trapped in the midst of a disaster? Will we escape this drama? The word choice will decide for us. We make small decisions that keep us saying yes to addictions thinking there is little risk then we decide to end addictions use then there is no turning back for many users. Why try the drugs that are offered to you? The damage to yourself that will never heal. Why experiment with yourself to find out how dangerous addictions are? Struggling with the terrible hunger for affection that haunts us all our lives. The curious questions about life, uncertain of a safe future, and the constant fears each day, the loneliness and the longing for a little attention. Addictions will bring temporary happiness then right back to depression. Our decision to use addictions is a flaw we need to overcome. Like the tales of the drunken life the mention of hardships are left out and the adventures are the main attraction. But not for long.

After this first act are you ready for the second one?

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HIGH AND MIGHTY

High on booze will inflate the ego we are only desperate for attention and being the most popular fool at the party. This all goes away in our sober hours and a sadness will arrive then the booze to make it go away. Live sober and we won’t have to behave this way because being sober attracts a better class of people. They will find you without the noise and arrogance. We don’t know of our flaws until someone tells us then we prefer to improve and make the best impression that only happens in sobriety. Alcohol and drugs will create monsters in us too much coffee won’t. Focusing on a sacred life and staying sober is the best combination. What can be more sacred than this? Being drunk and arrogant will only create your own hardship and separation from people and in time not liking yourself becoming your own worst enemy. Stay sober and be your own best friend. People look down their noses at arrogant people change your evil ways to better ones and they including yourself will like you again. Being poor in money but rich in a sober life is a good feeling all of it’s own. In addictions is the promise of hardship with sobriety they will never return. Arrogance may be a natural behavior when the alcohol goes in whatever the amount. Sober people can be arrogant at times but not excessive in most cases. Maybe just a little for the fun of it then end it but do it sober.

Being high and mighty you are headed for a crash landing

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CRUSHED EGO

A young man is angry about his disappointment of his failed relationship and his ego suffers. A simple man who is afraid of nothing are the survivors. She had strict morals and he spent his money foolishly not being the biggest mistake in our lives. How could we explain our unwillingness to live a moral life like she did? Is this where our hatred for ourselves starts? At the height of our excessive behavior we displayed our ego to brag how important we are when living a basic moral life would have gained more respect from us and others. A moral way of life is worthwhile and a quiet voice will attract more listeners where an inflated ego is nothing but loud noise with worthless talk no one cares to listen to. The collapse of the inflated ego and the phony person destroyed and a sensible life lives on. Maybe now we won’t lie to ourselves like we have on previous occassions. Only a sober and a moral life can provide us the essentials we can’t live without. All through history many men have chosen to prove their worth by living a sober and moral life and for centuries many men have followed in their footsteps. This is why the Bible is based on the moral way of life hoping for all the world to follow. The moral man is well noticed in the darkness and the drizzling rain for us to clearly see the feeling of shame on our faces.

There are no heroes inside inflated egos just a fool without a soul.

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DEATH BY HANGING

We are very ordinary people living a strange lifestyle. A ragged group of friends from many walks of life being a boozer as the only thing they have in common. Unfit and unable to take care of ourselves if the worst came to us at sunrise. We all had success in life but traded it for problems and failures. For each addiction we reach for and use we are slowly ending our own life. Struggling through days of high energy confident a better life is out there and restless that the noose is getting tighter as the addictions use continues on. When we go in pursuit of the binge we walk to the gallows for the last time. We stand looking into a room and the failure we see is ourselves. No escape from the gallows as the final sentence is made. There are cases that the happy moment the condemned man has is his own hanging because the misery of his life will soon be over in a few short seconds and painless. The night before the hanging his remorse means nothing now and no words will save him. Addictions created failures in us with hands and feet tied and the black hood placed over our heads then the plunge to the end of the rope where our death awaits. Pursuing addictions away from home is our own public execution for many to witness and promise to live a moral life to avoid their death not having good sense to avoid our own. Living sober is the only way to prove to ourselves that we have some smarts after all.

We can avoid the gallows by pursuing a life worth living and not one that is to die for.

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